anger and Beruf

It cannot be helped if I become indignant with an inept doctor, who has terrible difficulty in handling symptoms which are beyond his ability. If I was not attracted by social science and my symptom of atopie was returned when I was a high school student, I would definitely be determined to learn medicine and become a dermatologist, who is not ill-tempered just unlike most of the dermatologists in Japan, thinks twice sympathetically and genuinely about patients and never be negligent in keeping studying earnestly my specialty and never be a slave to a certain principles and positions. Never too late to learn? No, it is too late and I would like to believe that it will not be my "Beruf".